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Learning every day

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I’ve learned a lot on the past few years about having a chronic illness. Well you would, wouldn’t you, if you had been diagnosed with a life-changing illness? And I mean life-changing. A lot of people don’t realise what I have t put myself through to complete the day-to-day tasks of being me. People can be unsympathetic  This is probably worst but about a chronic illness. Because it’s not always visible it’s not always seen as the debilitating issue it can be and often is. If I have my walking cane because my legs have turned to jelly and walking is hard or if I have my wrist strapped up because it hurts then people notice and are more likely to be kind. But if I’m suffering a migraine or my all too familiar abdominal pains then, even if it’s showing in my face, I don’t always have kind responses. I’m not talking friends here. People who know me and have worked closely with me or spent a decent amount of time with me have seen the many facets of my life and are (more often than not) sy

Fighting myself

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Hello there and Happy New Year! How are we all? I myself feel pretty crap today. Not a good start as it’s January 6th and we’re back into a routine of school bus drop off, pre-school drop off and trying desperately to catch up with washing. But I am taking today off. I am in a lot of pain and whilst I’m in a good mood I am having trouble moving and am coping with a lot of spasms. Also, I don’t really get a day off work (full-time mums have the worst hours!) I’m taking today as a given. My body is telling me to stop so I shall. Plus I still haven’t finished my kids Christmas crochet projects (I’ve been busy) and it’s our eldest’s birthday this week so I have other things to do.   In all honesty I have loved the last two weeks. And initially this blog post was to tell you all about it and our wonderful time in a log cabin near Mount Fuji. We’ve had loads of precious family time with all five of us which has been great, once we remembered how to all be together that is. Do you get that to